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Sooshan aka Carmen aka Shan
Ngee Ann Poly (Chinese Studies - and I am proud of it!!)
Sentimental at times...Loves to watch the raindrops when it's rainning...
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Monday, August 28, 2006

People out there reading my blog..., go to View>Encoding>Unicode(UTF-8) and you'll get to read my english and chinese entries. (no chi entry yet...only a few words..haha)

Many of my friends think that 等待是幸福的。Partially it's right. And I agree in certain extent. But I feel so sucky to like someone in the dark.

Should I keep waiting? or should I not? -- "Why don't you confess to him? so you can get the ans and decide that you should keep waiting or not..", my friends always say this to me, "It's the 21st century now. It's alright!" Well, it's not about the culture or whatever you wanna call it. Perhaps I am a very shy person, or those who keep things to themselves. I just need more courage to do so. I've been thinking why am I holding so long...And I've come to a conlcusion :Perhaps i am afraid of negetive reply. So I want to keep the dream goes on.

We human have been waiting in our whole lives. How many hours we had spent on waiting throughout our lifes? -- Waiting for bus to arrvive, waiting for the traffic lights to turn green, waiting for yr turn to see doctor in a clinic when you're sick, waiting for flowers to bloom in the spring,...never ending waitings! - But we have no choice! We still have to wait no matter what circumstances. If that so, why not just keep waiting... and do something else while waiting.

Even when it turns up to a negetive ans, I don't think I'll get hurt very deeply. I have not been contributing into this relationship at all. Just a slight sweet love in my heart.

I shall pray for it to come true.

7:57 PM
Moonlight shone ~
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