This is the last entry before I set off my foot to my home country to visit my dearest dad. His health is always what I am so anxious about. I always do not like to go back there...especially to my relatives houses...but it seems like I have no choice but to go every time I go back there. (dunno wat to say here=S)

Anyone want me to buy something from M'sia? -- Leave a message at my tag box. I'll try to get la. Haha...if you are wondering am I going online when I am at M'sia, -- yes!

I have so many problems now. And a family karma to fight. Both of my sisters...haiz...which borders me a lot. I used to be very open-minded and carefree. That was when I was very young. But now, as I grow older, I feel like I can't just let it go. It's so difficult to me. Esp it's happening in my own family. I felt so heartbroken when I saw my mum cried when she talked to me yesterday morning. What's wrong with my 2 sisters? Hope it's over soon. It's so difficult to stay happy when yr family is not harmonious. Though I might smile at you, but who knows how upset am I.

I want my carefree life. It's that what you call - selfish? Then please help me overcome it.

I have a battle to fight. For my happy family.