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Sooshan aka Carmen aka Shan
Ngee Ann Poly (Chinese Studies - and I am proud of it!!)
Sentimental at times...Loves to watch the raindrops when it's rainning...
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

It's an annoying day for me, and - ironic!

I am upset by those juniors. Those people, totally have no sence of urgency and responsibility. I feel like scolding them, but I didn't. I swallowed the words, since the overall in charge and emcee were just continue to brief them only, despite they know that didn't bring anything. Why should I spend my energy to "give them a lecture"? - Well, as I said, a total waste of time and energy to do such things, it's ironic that I jot it down here. I was discussing abt this with HuiQi on the bus. She was angry too. I agree that she said they were really too much.

First, the rehearsal today should began at 5.30pm. But in the end, by the time they get the door opened, and settled down, it was already 6pm. Well, that's ok. But let me tell you, 30 min is my maximum waiting time!! - Well, I gave them a black face. >_<

Next, what really upsets me is that they didn't bring their materials despite that Yaoyao has informed them to do so. No one brought. Can you believe it? No one! Who said you may leave after the briefing? Where's our practice session? Some of them don;t even remember how to paint. If such, may I suggest you to leave & don;t perform instead? you are just disgracing yrself on stage. I feel so cheated! I feel like a fool totally. Why am I offering to recap with you guys what had the teacher taught us when you don't take yr own initiatives. I even want to faint when Yaoyao told me that they don't like to paint initially. So what ? - You have alr signed up. It's yr responsibility to show what you have learnt in the 2 & half months. Why can't you make use of the last chance, last min to practise one more time?

Last Tues's practice let me down also. - They didn't turned out for practice after they agreed to come! It's so unfair to the sch, to those who came thought they were tired, and to teacher who make an effort to come down and guide us one more time.

There's some part I would like to quote from Waikit - "当每个人都take好人for granted，那么好人又有什么用？我非常讨厌这种感觉，对人好却好像被傻瓜般耍（这是个人感受，可以不必认同）。当每个人都说我是好人我很好，那我得到了什么？可能你们说对人好不要希望回报，但是一味儿单方面付出是很吃力的。"

I don't know whether it's a 光荣 to perform with you guys on stage at the MAF. I am working with a bunch of ppl dislike arts, no passion at arts, yet have to act like very happy...What a fake! I don't like to wear a mask, ok? Everyone's tolerance has a limit. Don't be too much. But I guess these people still unable to realise this are too much!

6:39 AM
Moonlight shone ~
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