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Sooshan aka Carmen aka Shan
Ngee Ann Poly (Chinese Studies - and I am proud of it!!)
Sentimental at times...Loves to watch the raindrops when it's rainning...
Love to be alone sometime

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Friday, February 09, 2007

The Contemporary Chi Language Exam has finally over. I think the paper is ok for me, at least I am able to do all the questions, it's just that I find it hard to explain some terms. I hope I can score an A for this module, though. All of us are so glad and prepare for our farewell party(13/2/2007).

Went to the HMS office to submit the subsidy form of the Immersion Programme together with other classmates. I was somehow, regretted that I stay in the office for a while, till A* saw us and talked to us regarding our final term paper, which x£%$*+¬<¬!&^%, I am indeed regret! I shouldn't have talk to him at the first place. I know it's alright. Things will eventually turn out fine. But I can't take it as if it didn't happen at all. I really hate it. Now I feel like I have no face to meet/see other lecturers as well. I hate it! No wonder I felt so strange when I met Ah Cheng last thurs, just a day b4 the Con Lan Exam. No wonder I felt so weird when Leelee looked at me last thurs...too! I hate it...Fine! I will not look forward to see all of you when you visit us there. Now that I have to reconsider to go or not. Ironically, I've said so much, and acknowledgement to you in the video....NOW i would like to take it back. I felt so depressed and refused to celebrate the post-exam thing..., The atmosphere - feeling meaningless and stayed at home, slept the whole afternoon...I don't wish to recall, ...madness, dumb, numb, cry without tears. Till my eldest sis call for dinner buffet. To vent my frustration, I ate so much till I want to vomit, that kind of feelings... DO YOU UNDERSTAND, YOU IDIOT? ___________________________________________________________________ Just recall a sentence written by Muxin when zhaucheng share it today - 得不到快乐而仍然快乐的才是悲观主义． My second sis told me this morning that my mum called: My father has admitted to the hospital again. I have put away my depression (which is a day ago) and try not to let others discover my unhappiness. Do you think I am still an optimistic person? - I have no answer for myself.

11:35 PM
Moonlight shone ~
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