Beautiful moonlight

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Sooshan aka Carmen aka Shan
Ngee Ann Poly (Chinese Studies - and I am proud of it!!)
Sentimental at times...Loves to watch the raindrops when it's rainning...
Love to be alone sometime

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Designer : Wei Jun
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

Many thoughts came across my mind... I've been thinking a lot of things these days. What should I do next, what kind of life I want to have,...plannings, setting many goals and resolutions... and work it out, to fulfil it! (to show actual proof?)

I was wondering how come I do not enjoy the life like any other people I'd known out there, how come they are more happy than I do, why must I stuck in this situation...I have so many concerns to bear with...things like that. And the conclusion are: I will be what I've thought. Shan't just "ren ming". Being happy or not is just an option. Shall work hard to break through and grow!

When come to decision making, I always have difficulties to select the best one. Cos, everything has it's pros and cons...
I took a lot of courage to decide to go through the oral surgery. huh...,ya, my case is a little complicated. And yet, borderline case. Meaning, I have an option. To go throught the oral surgery or not is up to me to decide. Well, after had a consultation with the surgeon, (though he didn;t give a clear stand to recommand me to go for it) and I thought it's worth it as he brought up the case that I have a long way to go. And the more important thing is that he is confident at the end of it, the result is significant. This coming Sunday I will have my specialist to put on my braces. Hope it won't be too painful and I won't look too ugly with that braces!! opps.

9:10 AM
Moonlight shone ~
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